It Was A Growth Moment

I didn’t cry

I didn’t falter

I wasn’t nonchalant

I was honest, I was myself, I cared, and I had too big a heart

Today a woman asked for the jacket off my back

I told her yes immediately

I didn’t need it as much as she did if she felt to ask

I think that if I’m asking for a relationship and he’s not asking me

he doesn’t need it as much as I do! 

I need it, I know it, but my patience is my best friend 

and my luck always shows it

I just need to wait longer

I’ve fallen in love with waiting these days

I’ve fallen in love with the process of 

finding and that has a lot of meaning to me