The Black Girl, in her search for God, found Him outside today.

Try as she might, 
avoidable  vices

Whisked her away, billows of smoke
hung from her lungs  with retractable claws,

Vices made a threshold of her throat,
soaring through— 

her voice box, a purgatory,
hell reached her lungs, a prison

but outside
bells, heavenly—

auditory halation, 
humans humming hymns 
hands hanging from harps of discords

A haphazard rhythm, 
no one is listening.

No one likes how it sounds, so
they all imagine their own sounds.

Heaven becomes
a collapsing delusion we babble on about,
But in the noise, unavoidably,

the Black girl,
in her search for God

found God outside today.

He was kept in a plastic display case.
She wanted to touch God, 

He looked too expensive.
What if she managed to break Him Open?

Break Him out?

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