I Wanted To Wish Him A Happy Birthday So…

I didn’t 

I wanted to ask him how his day was,

but I couldn’t 

Probably stressful and

my love adds on 

That’s okay 

I’ll find another to depend on 

I suppose 

Just the way things go

& another thing…

If I’m so special 

why didn’t he offer me a wedding ring?

It’s fine 

Just a conservative craving I have inside 

To find some guy to take care of some woman 

Some human who needs a bit of extra love 

I wish I was a dove, 

so I could fly away 

I didn’t say anything 

Happy Birthday? 

That’s so empty coming from me 

I wanted to say

“I want you and need you in everything!

I need to give you every seam

I need to be your every queen 

You, my every king 

The one I love and hold 

and think of 

above those"

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Happy birthday 

I suppose 

We were both born in the cold